Background info: last week I wouldn't let Kezia play on my phone so she got upset and walked off, to the front of the church followed by my nephew. They got a bit giddy an caused a disturbance. They are aged 3 and 4. I can't say I blame them because for children of that age church must be extremely boring, they just don't get it and children's church is inconsistent which means they are expected to sit still for around 2 hours!
So she was judging me this week for last week, like I'm some kind of fool, kmt.
My response was "she's dancing!" Conversation ended there and it's a good thing too because chairs would have gone flying, the children of the people that have an active role in church are allowed to get up and dance and prance to the music without question, so what because I won't take a visible role my children don't get the same benefits? Don't p*ss me off I ain't hearing none of that.
Then, because it didn't end there... We were taking holy communion/ The Lords supper and the same woman told my homegirl she couldn't give her son 'wine' because he wasn't a Christian kmt that was it!
My face fully contorted and twisted up with disgust and a hint of rage and turned all the way around to look at her and everyone else who agreed with her that the child should not take part, then I looked at my friend thought to myself 'don't kick off now isn't the time, you can blog about it later lol' then I turned back and saw my friends son crying with embarrassment because he had been 'rejected' I gave him my wine because as far as I'm concerned noone should feel rejected especially in the house of The Lord. What made it worse was that they were quick to offer it to a woman who to my knowledge isn't even a member of the church and even said she didn't want to take part kmt.
Can you tell I'm really, really annoyed right now?
My good friend and sister in Christ has been in that church since the day she was saved, baptised and became a member she has a few active roles within the church, she is nearly always on hand to help and with a kind word, teaches her children diligently (yes I know big words) about God and in teaching her children, who may I add are actually more pure than any of us adults and have less sins to be forgiven. While doing her duty was shot down and made to feel like she was wrong for encouraging her children to follow Gods word!
That right there is why I said I ain't trying to be no church woman.
The pastor preached on having revelation from God but not having understanding to comprehend the enormity of the revelation and that same lady sat and amened, agreed, recited scripture alongside the pastor then gave an exact example of his preaching.
Through lack of understanding she made a huge error!
My generation is a new generation to church, I accept the older generation don't fully understand us but they better recognise we gone save more souls than they could ever have us down for. We look, act and dress like the people of today, we can relate to the people of the world and show them an example (up to date) of what God has done for us and can do for them. We are living proof that Jesus reigns supreme.
The bible says 'woe to whoever causes one of these little ones ( meaning Christians, mainly in my opinion young ones, because older ones are more solid in their faith) who believe in Me to stumble...' I won't finish the scripture it's pretty and I wouldn't want to scare anyone from helping me sin when I want to lol.
But that could even mean discouragement so I strongly suggest we all think before we speak whether we believe in God or not. Judgement day is inevitable and we will all have to give account for our actions.
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