So I recently got a word from God through a prophetess regarding my husband to be. Apparently he's been celibate 7 years!!! My gosh I don't even think it's been 7 weeks for me (hope he doesn't see this coz God done hooked him up with a hood rat lol) but it really go me thinking ' if he's pretty much on his way I need to fix up and stop thinking tomorrow's not here yet, I'm a terrible procrastinator, the good Lord knows I need help!
Truthfully I made the decision before I got the word that I wouldn't fall back into bed with any man because to be perfectly honest it doesn't make you feel any better and none of them are even close enough to be considered as a potential husband. Good old discernment allowing me to see through whips, chains and swag to see scared and vulnerable little boys-Ugh!-
On to the point could the devil be any more obvious in his attacks? I mean all of them calling, texting and writing at once! Really??? Currently I'm disgusted but I know if I don't stay in my word I could eventually be tempted! So now I have to watch my back for 'bad days' when I don't feel like reading or praying allowing me to get weakened so I'm easy prey
Fornication is my sin, but I'm yet to find the root cause.... You know the saying for every action is a reaction!? Well sex is one of my reactions, I'm still searching for the initial action.
You got the elders in church complaining about young peoples dress sense and the fact we still go out from time to time, condemning us with those stern looks and giving us another list of rules! To be honest in my opinion if God wanted us to live by rules Jesus wouldn't have been the ultimate sacrifice for our sins!!!
While people are telling me what I should be doing my God is already fixing what has been done!
(Psalm 146:3 he heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds)
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